You must be a very miserable and lonely person to target happy people who are happily going about their lives.
What annoys you more, the fact that I am both able to achieve personal happiness and fulfilment, be it taking care of my children, cooking a simple meal or enrolling in a course re- something I really love to do, or the fact that no matter what you do, you cant seem to be able to get to me, this is drag me down to your level?
I actually feel sorry for you and think you probably should see and talk to someone (other than me) about the obsessive manner in which you harass/stalk others you don't even know online...this and are clearly disrupting yourself more than anyone else, lol because while I find you quite odd, I am not at all troubled by what you say. I just assume you have some sort of problem.
Honestly, are you OK?
If you are ok, and are just fooling about, then goodo...(great show/performance you should audition for Australia's got talent) but if you truly despise me or anyone else you don't actually know personally who you try to relate with online, enough to call , stalk and harass them personally even, then you probably need to duck up to your local GP and have him run some simple tests.
A friend of mine had this horrible neighbour who was a lone woman in her 60's, who my friend thought drank too much alcohol because she would irrationally threaten to poison her animals every other day, put strange notes in her letter box, (my friend works with animals and loves them). Anyway, one night she came home from work and found the paramedics carting Ms H off to the hospital. Initially it my friend and her other neighbours thought she'd had a stroke or heart attack, because her other neighbours heard her screaming and going off her brain not long before.
It turns out she had an abnormal cluster of cells growing on her brain which were successfully removed.
After she returned home she was a completely different person, and couldn't apologise enough for her episodic bouts of what could only be likened to episodic psychosis.... the relentless sets she would get on people were scary, she even accused the council of trying to steal her flower pots when they came to read the power metre.
Seriously, you might like to get this checked out, have an MRI ...just to rule something like this out.
It cant hurt can it
.... If on the other hand you suffer with some sort mental illness, then perhaps you could consider having your medications reviewed? Brain chemistry changes, not all medication will work the same way it did when you first went on it.
Or if you abuse substances, perhaps you might require some prescription medication to balance the chemicals back out again.
Either way, I wish you all the best, but please consider the above.