Truth be known

..... Carl and myself are probably the only regulars who frequent this forum, honestly Carly, it wouldn't surprise me if you view these boards in a manner which alludes to more of you being here than really is.


Look, I don't care.

I have resided myself to the fact that my own company here is probably as good as it's going to get, and like I said, this isn't a social convention, is merely a doodle pad for me to thrash out a few of my thoughts.


Flame me, ignore me, I don't care either way....because so long as there's breath left in my body, I wont allow you to interfere with what I enjoy doing most....


Writing!

Some woman like shoes, others like chocolate... writing is my indulgence, and I don't particularly care if you either like it or dislike it...the way I wouldn't care if you disliked my brand of cigarettes, as it's a personal thing , neither here or there to me.


Carl, you are a fart in a jar, honestly!








Thank goodness I have a lid to block you out when I need to these days.


I have a loaded pen, and I'm not afraid to use it

See, despite how tech savy you may be Carl, I can mentally block you out whenever I please....


...

Look, you won, I no longer post on Yahoo, still not satisfied Carl?


Seriously, I don't get it.... get why you have a problem with me doing my own thing on this tiny little forum that noone even sees.


You are weird!


Thats all I have to say on the matter, as nothing you do makes any sense at all.



Is this like some game to you, ie, you get off on stalking people online or something?


Well, forget it, I'm un-stalkable, don't react the way a true victim of stalking should, I have been yahoo desensitised over the last 5 or so years, so you should probably try someone else/fresh to play boogeyman with.


:)look, if I pretend to be scared of you, this and make like you are some grubby cyber predator for a night, can we call it squares?


Will this suffice?

Cat got your tongue fake-mellie (aka Carl) or will you wait until the third person leaves before you comment again?


The more I think about it, I'm leaning more and more towards the prospect of you being a woman, cos a guy would have more balls.

Woman are generally more sneaky, this and play these sorts of games.





..carry on, i'll post around you....

Hands up everyone who thinks I'm totally obsessed with this imaginary Carl person?

Freaking unbelievable, aren't I?

Sorry. xox.

.....and was I talking to myself when I tried to have my own forum closed down also Carl?


http://help.forumotion.com/other-problems-f46/troll-admin-t63942.htm


I don't think so!

I need to accept the fact that no-one comes here.

No Carl, no Borns, no Brock, no Roo, no Kez, no Frenchyjen. No-one.

It's just me and all of the many voices inside my screwed up head.

But, it makes me feel good to think many people come here to read my posts.

Even if they don't.

Sorry.

lubs, Mellie. xox.

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I need to accept the fact that no-one comes here.

No Carl, no Borns, no Brock, no Roo, no Kez, no Frenchyjen. No-one.

It's just me and all of the many voices inside my screwed up head.

But, it makes me feel good to think many people come here to read my posts.

Even if they don't.

Sorry.

lubs, Mellie. xox.

I have accepted the fact that you are probably the only vexatious obsessive compulsive idiot who comes here to read my posts, this and figured this out ages ago, and just don't care!!

I could tell by the way there would be noone here, then suddenly 4 or more would surface....now either this is a planned attack, (with a few of your crones) or you are using a multi-browser in an attempt to intimidate me into thinking that others have no interest in defending my argument.

Anyone who knows me well, knows I am more than capable of defending myself...so don't need the group hug!!


Once again, I just don't care.... you will never put me off my writing, however hard you try.

:)Sorry.

See, unlike yourself, I don't need an audience or supporters to keep me entertained or inspired to write....write the things you will never read, (fingers crossed)... under a nom de plume you have undoubtedly never even heard of.


.... This is a doodle pad, little more... I apologise for the distress my candid approach to your cometary has caused, and or if my not giving a damn has broken a blood vessel somewhere deep within your tiny brain.


I don't need to feel liked/appreciated by virtual strangers in order to like myself.

You should try it some time, it's rather humbling once you get the hang of it.

....also, I love the synchronised departure.....kinda like synchronised swimming lol


How all those viewing mysteriously depart , one by one within minutes of each other....


da da da da dum dum dum dum da da da da dum dum dum dum....


..... the same way they arrive.


hahaha (5 years now Carl, and you still haven't changed your panties/jocks what ever you're wearing tonight)


;P The only consistency is myself and your appalling tactics to try and make me feel so terribly unloved and unappreciated.....ho-hum boo-hoo

Go to giveashit.com, and tell someone who does for a change.


Ciao princess.

xx